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My name is Stephanie. I’m 17 and am a junior in high school. The day before I started high school, my cat finally died after a long battle with cancer. It was basically the straw that broke my back. Things only got worse from there, as I began to lose friends and fight cold-war-style with other people at my high school. 

After my cat died in 2008, I went crazy. I had to go see my doctor and get medicated. My medication was mostly trial and failure. I started cutting myself and crying at nothing. Later on, I dated this guy who emotionally abused me. He told me that I was depressed.  He said I was being possessed by demons and the only thing that could cure me was faith. He shoved his beliefs and ideas down my throat. He told me that my cat didn’t have a soul and that I would never see him again. No animals had souls. My anger and depression exploded at this guy, and I never spoke to him again. After that, I lost a lot of my faith and fell into a darker hole that seemed like it would never end. Thankfully, it did.

I got through my tough time because of my friends and family. My mom mostly got me through it. She wouldn’t let me lose myself and did everything she could to help me. Even if I didn’t want to do it, she would make me because she knew it would help me. And it did. I’m getting better. I now know I should have never cut myself. I still struggle with it. But I’m healing. Somewhere there is a light. You just have to find it.

I made it. I’m finding myself again. You have to believe that you will make. The wounds you are feeling will heal. All wounds will heal. Just give it time. Don’t be afraid to ask for help because all anyone wants to do is help you. Just let the light into your life.

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    Maggie

    Having a faith you truely believe in helps heal a loss. Having a faith shoved down your throat does not. I am very sorry for you loss Stephane, and I hope you’ll live your life to it’s fullest.

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    Helena Cunat

    HI ALICE..IM HELLEN…>>>IM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS!!!
    >>IM HAPPY TO READ THIS AND KNOW THAT YOUR OKAY RIGHT NOW>>IT DOESNT MATTER YOU GO THROUGH>>BUT ITS MOST IMPORTANT THAT YOU GOT YOURSELF UP AND GOING AGAIN!!!!....STORIES LIKE YOURS INSPIRE OTHERS TO SATY AFLOAT!!!

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    Cucpakeelover143

    Inspired Me .

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    3125919696

    that is a beautiful and sad story

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