Hello there my name is Chris i am a 25 year old college student. Who is living and has been living his whole life with Asperger's Syndrome. If you don't know what it is seriously do some research. i grew up with a single mother who divorced my father who has bipolar disorder(I hope my Dad dies). Thankfully i don't have it,otherwise i'd kill myself cause another version of my dad being me. No fucking way.
anyway I grew up with a single struggling mother who loves me dearly, and was tired all of the time. I didn't have any actual father figures growing up. I've had many social issues with people. In fact as a child my main coping mechanism was VIDEO GAMES. It then shifted towards Japanese Anime,and now I don't know where.
I've also been supressing my emotions for so many years. I remember where it all began was when I was 9 years old. I was crying feeling sad about how I didn't have a DAD around. the kids around me laughed. The tears of pain grew into RAGE by the time I was 13. I've been supressing my ability to cry around people. Only very few times have I been able to cry in recent years. People don't understand that with those who supress their emotions they tend to have their ANGER show out more than usual. I don't always want to be this angry, heck i don't give a fuck what you people say. I'm a virgin, and you know what if you have a problem then go FUCK YOURSELF.
I've had relationship problems with my former ex-GF who also has Asperger's Syndrome. She called me too clingy, but can you blame a guy like me who's never really had people stick in his life for long periods of time.
I have one last final thing to say, and don't you dare call 911 or anything. I've made a self vow that if i'm not married or laid by my 30th b-day then i'll buy a GUN and [...]. I'm only deperessed because I feel that my life is not completely under my control.